Through envy, I fear is where the doubt begins.

How could i ever open up to someone who doesnt seem to care?
Theres no red flare, telling me you give two shits so why should i waste my time...
damn me feeling like i have to savor everyones feelings.
Why do i have to care so?
From the start it was amazing
boy at times it still is.
Point out the faults, maybe you cant so let me help.
talk with me baby let me see your thoughts,
Give me that chance of getting to know you..
Your so close with that perfect girl,
and when you talk to her it hurts,
not that you talk to her.
Through envy, I fear is where the doubt begins.
I long to be in her position.
You hold her dear, maybe cuz of the knowledge.
Open your gates for a foreign figure.
It might just help.
Love me baby, love me like you should,
tis all i ask for. Is it to much.
Can understand if your feelings arent strong.
but tell me, open, speak colors unknown to my soul.
Im supposedly your first,
not to put disbelief in your story,
experience is not there yet,
I should lead you the right way,
for ive no experience in your type.
How would you not know
how to handle these, in my eyes,
oh so simple tasks.
tis like training a newborn,
hell, a newborn is all the more easy.
I just dont get you,
but oh do i love you.
not in love but love,
i care, it sucks that you must depart.
you mean alot to me,

i wish i could even hear you say the same

It would be my curse to see through,
such great hellos, have to have such rushed goodbyes.