once again something from the back of a great thinkers head (:

I don't feel like i advanced from the next person

They go about everyday like everything is normal

A flower petal floats through the air, didn't even take notice

I go about everyday like its a puzzle

I'll wonder where that petal came from

and I'll note on how beautiful it looks floating through the sky freely

And I'll question everything

coming up with my own answers

Or a question will come to me, and I will have the task of cracking it and finding my own answer. Everyday is a challenge

Everyday is a adventure waiting to be explored

-Joe Tinker (:

Picture inspired.

Some look at me and see,
All the long lost memories,
I hold more than ones mind can run.
Seen countless things, the moon and sun,
They've passed me by like a nascar on a stadiums checkered strip.
Haunted is the thought you get
When you see my planks bent and chipped
History has been made,
Mysteries have been sleigh-en.
You see those trees like sprout-less seeds,
Standing there freezing, Haven't seen green in centuries,
All the good hearts thats left me oh so lonely,
will someone please occupy me?
-Jazmine <3

trying to keep your mind at bay

pour your emotions out, fire away.
It's the only way to keep your mind at bay.
Keep a free spirt, dont let anything stop you.
I try, but its just so hard, everythings different including I.
Im the one that dreams at night,
sees things beyond others sight,
and may relives them the next morning, maybe just maybe i might.
I feel what others can't comprehend,
you cant hide it from me, you can't pretend.
I have no free spirt Its why i long to be free,
like a bird in a cage hungry someone feed me.
Im just stuck I dont need help or maybe it's via.
MY mind is never at bay, and no one has any idea.
-Jazmine<3

one day you will realize.

It's not working, Its not working!
No respect for my humane being
Taking away what makes me, me
What makes me happy,
The things i give a damn about,
You taking it all away just like that.
You want the best for me
To grow up and have a nice family
Be better than you ever could be
Fly high and succeed
But unlike you its me
Its not about what you want,
Its what i want, sorry to be so blunt.
But maybe you need this
And I'm not trying to diss.
But I'm not like you,
I'm not and wont ever be.
I know what i want you don't,
So for once let me be.
Let me be myself don't hold me back.
All your doing is getting me off track
You don't know who i am, I don't even know.
I guess depression changes your view.
Which should further inform you,
That you know nothing,
That what you do, doesn't help.
you will see, I could care less, and you will realize, I just doesn't work,
It never did, just know your making it worst on a well hidden, depressed, emotional And unstable broken soul.
And when you realize, haha.... It will be too late.

- Jazmine<3

Just keep your head up (:

The birds in the sky,
fly through the blowing wind trying to get by.
Newborns struggle,
old ones giggle,
they laugh at the young ones mistakes.
"What pity" they think "but one day, they'll be more than You and I. They are our future. Your are our future. so live it up now while you have no expectations, no worries and no pressure." Be free :D
-Jazmine♥

Joe is brilliant :D

(joe)I would more cherish it than trying to explain it. We all try to find a meaning in life. There's always something we can't quite explain. I realized this...
There's always going to be something that leaves a bad taste in your mouth, that's why you spend life trying to bite on something sweet. It's always out there, you just have to find it. You have to find the Candyman.

(jazmine) When your in presence with the candyman , do you feel complete bliss? Are you like a children while in the presence of candy as do they? You should be. Feel free to have a piece. Join me in my journey, to find the Candyman, we need to begin our plan, It's almost time to find the candyman :D

I feel it too

If only you people knew,
the things i go through,
well, actually you do,
its the same as you,
I feel it to,
when your upset and blue,
Trust me i'll help you breathe,
let me help you see,
I'll take it all away,
I'll try to play and get you feeling okay.
and You wont feel a thing,
When im finished you will be happy,
and i will be left feeling crappy.
-Jazmine <3

me ? or not.

There once was a young girl who was good, had not a care in the world, made good Grades, first priority was family, and was always happy. Sure enough she fell.
She fell hard,
She fell fast,
She fell without knowing, fell to the unknown,
Peer pressure,
Depression,
More peer pressure.
And she fell for it,
For all the things she promised she wouldn't.
She fell to the pits of darkness,
Confusion,
Mistakes,
Regrets.
She doesn't know how to help it,
No idea how to stop it,
How to climb a wall that seems unclimbable.
She doesn't know, they dont know, hell I dont even know.
But somewhere Deep down she knows, once upon a time, she cared.
-jazmine<3

im trying so hard.

Shear panik, I completely lost my mind
Cringed at the sound, If only this could just rewind.
Your still wrapped around me,
like a blanket on a new born baby.
But eventually the baby will grow,
The baby gets older and stronger,
slowly forgetting it's past
and flourishing,
becoming a new person with no knowledge.
The golden age,
The troubles they played.
It's only now that she is strong enough to upgrade.
-Jazmine <3

Getting there.

I lost the one i gave it to he's no longer with us is a better way to think of it.
but I'm okay ill be just fine, i always am.
ill make it through this i know i can.
I will not, can not, and wont, let this control me.
I don't give a damn if anyone wants me to hurt, because its not happening.
I'm starting to get happy i will be happy, you don't control me, an you never did, and you wont, start now.
-Jazmine <3

hmm ? worried.

Oh, the blood, Oh the blood on the floor.
She's slowly dying,
We thought we could fix it,
A broken heart and misunderstood soulOh, The blood, Oh, the blood on the floor
She's slowly dying.
she's losing herself.
Confused, unsettled, reckless,
Just Can't tame the untamable Oh, the Blood, Oh the blood on the floor,
She's slowly dying,
hours away from her darkest hour,
mind set out to hurt,
Oh the blood on the floor,
who will clean it up? We can't help you now.
Oh, the blood oh the blood on the floor,
she's slowly dying
and there's no where to hide no where to go, no where to run, no one to care,
your losing them, Losing me, losing your self,
with no disrespect, your slowly dying.
-Jazmine <3