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I use to be here to release steam; in combination with my sophomoric superiority, I didn't care what any one had to say about it. I miss that honestly, that tenacious teenager that didn't give a damn. Things were so much simpler, the words also flowed of the tongue. Now an adult I'm so much more analytical about things, imbedded in logic and complex thought or theory, my mind is racing now. Ive found the words. This should still be my place to release steam. It is time to start writing again.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

one day you will realize.

It's not working, Its not working!
No respect for my humane being
Taking away what makes me, me
What makes me happy,
The things i give a damn about,
You taking it all away just like that.
You want the best for me
To grow up and have a nice family
Be better than you ever could be
Fly high and succeed
But unlike you its me
Its not about what you want,
Its what i want, sorry to be so blunt.
But maybe you need this
And I'm not trying to diss.
But I'm not like you,
I'm not and wont ever be.
I know what i want you don't,
So for once let me be.
Let me be myself don't hold me back.
All your doing is getting me off track
You don't know who i am, I don't even know.
I guess depression changes your view.
Which should further inform you,
That you know nothing,
That what you do, doesn't help.
you will see, I could care less, and you will realize, I just doesn't work,
It never did, just know your making it worst on a well hidden, depressed, emotional And unstable broken soul.
And when you realize, haha.... It will be too late.

- Jazmine<3

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