Tarah story (:

Once upon a time there was a.....frog? YEA. it was a frog.

It was a purple frog....with yellow spots :D

The frogs name was.........Gayle.

All the other frogs were jelly 'cause Gayle was uniquely pretty xD
and Gayle had a lover, his name was Edward

Uhm...Gayles worst enemy was a evil cat...named Billiam Bobart

Billiam thought Edward should die so he could steal Gayle
So, to get his way.....Billiam trricked Edward into going for a "walk"
Billiam planned to gobble Edward up before the night was over
Little did Billiam know, Gayle knew of this evil plan
and just as Billiam went to swallow Edward, Gayle screams "swiper no swiping"
Though it meant nothing, it distracted Billiam from his task and Edward went NINJA frog and killed Billiam
And Gayle and Edward lived happily ever after with three kids, Shay, Dee, and Skeeter xD


Moral of the story: Frogs are badass and in the end love conquers ALL

Disastrous

It could be bad,
Feelings this strong only stay for so long.
I've never been here.
It's the highest I've ever been
And I'm hanging in your arms
With belief you won't let me fall.
The fall is horrendous,
Surely it brings nothing less than death.
You swear this is your last time.
Your words so welcoming and believable.
I trust you, never been so sure;
But boy are we high.
This is dangerous!!
One slip is all it takes
And I F
          A
             L
               L
To a bottomless pit.

There's fear on the horizon,
It stretches from my heart to yours.
I believe it can last
And only fear brings me to question so;
But you know something
My love surpasses this pest called fear.

I'm screwed and crazy
I have problems
And if you can love me for my faults
And the possible insanity to come,
Then us...
Together..
Should be able to take on any army,
And come out on top, as Victors;
And still be able to look at each other
And say 'I love you' with true feeling,
Through bad and good,
In any state of mind.

If not together,
I fall to impending doom.
So baby tell me are you ready?
Do you believe?
In some Parallel Universe we were meant to be
My only hope is that it is this one...
Because this could be Disastrous.
- Jazmine x3

I'll just have to live with no backbone.

I was once told that when you give all you have for never nothing in return, that things play out for the better... Seems it never worked but still I tried.. help and help and help, give here, save someone there, let everyone have their way.... yup that's me.. For it is now who I am, its been my whole entire life. Trust, that's not a bad thing but nothing ever seems to get better worse and worse it falls upon me like the heavy beating on a drum head.... Searching for answers, now I'm told different, "If you want something being nice and giving others what someone else wants NEVER gets you anywhere, sometimes when you want something you have grow a backbone and tell them what you want. Sometimes it's good to be selfish."

I wish I had a backbone and possessed some characteristic to even be selfish. But you know its not about myself so hell why not. Hurting myself has been written down many times, I don't see why I should stop now. After all it's all about everyone else(:
 - Jazmine x3
~Old~ 5/7/11 ~Old~
*Thinking out loud it seems*

Abort this mission.

Slowly making my way back to that door.
I shouldn't have came this far in the room anyways.
Why did i come this far, what made me think staying in this room could make a difference. 
I get sicker and sicker ever day in this weather, 
its time for me to migrate. 
Slowly edge on back. :/ 
I see nothing but bright lights...
and I don't do well in bright lights. 
It Gives me headaches, 
countless headaches, 
till i cant take it no more, it begins to rain on me.
It's beauty in its worse. 
The river is filling up, 
I soon begin to drown. 
A death by water, for me most peaceful. 




- Jazmine x3 
~Old~ 7/6/11 ~Old~ 

Houdini had it lucky

Days like this I can't seem to figure shit out,

I've been down then up now I'm back again. 

Reappearing act, damn call me Houdini. 

Two years. You have great memory, you always did. 

Two years.  I have been feeling this way for you. 

And yet Two years pass and it's barely changing. 

Two years pass and I'm still in the friend zone. 

Shit, if I'm Houdini can I make you disappear? 

How about her too? 

Better yet, I could do some hocus pocus trick 

And make it all turn better. 

Make it so the game is mine,  

Things go my way, none of this confusion

And sadness, none of that.
Never that.
Sad thing is, I'm not Houdini.
I cant make things go my way,
I will never win, because he has his love
And even if they broke off and went their ways
How can i possibly believe that he would love me
Like I do him.
I have nothing to go on but a feeling
And a love that is powerful
I long to be his everything but
I'm just a girl in love with no lover.
- Jazmine<3
~Old~ 11/16/10 ~Old~