Houdini had it lucky

Days like this I can't seem to figure shit out,

I've been down then up now I'm back again. 

Reappearing act, damn call me Houdini. 

Two years. You have great memory, you always did. 

Two years.  I have been feeling this way for you. 

And yet Two years pass and it's barely changing. 

Two years pass and I'm still in the friend zone. 

Shit, if I'm Houdini can I make you disappear? 

How about her too? 

Better yet, I could do some hocus pocus trick 

And make it all turn better. 

Make it so the game is mine,  

Things go my way, none of this confusion

And sadness, none of that.
Never that.
Sad thing is, I'm not Houdini.
I cant make things go my way,
I will never win, because he has his love
And even if they broke off and went their ways
How can i possibly believe that he would love me
Like I do him.
I have nothing to go on but a feeling
And a love that is powerful
I long to be his everything but
I'm just a girl in love with no lover.
- Jazmine<3
~Old~ 11/16/10 ~Old~