I was once told that when you give all you have for never nothing in return, that things play out for the better... Seems it never worked but still I tried.. help and help and help, give here, save someone there, let everyone have their way.... yup that's me.. For it is now who I am, its been my whole entire life. Trust, that's not a bad thing but nothing ever seems to get better worse and worse it falls upon me like the heavy beating on a drum head.... Searching for answers, now I'm told different, "If you want something being nice and giving others what someone else wants NEVER gets you anywhere, sometimes when you want something you have grow a backbone and tell them what you want. Sometimes it's good to be selfish."
I wish I had a backbone and possessed some characteristic to even be selfish. But you know its not about myself so hell why not. Hurting myself has been written down many times, I don't see why I should stop now. After all it's all about everyone else(:
- Jazmine x3
~Old~ 5/7/11 ~Old~
*Thinking out loud it seems*
I wish I had a backbone and possessed some characteristic to even be selfish. But you know its not about myself so hell why not. Hurting myself has been written down many times, I don't see why I should stop now. After all it's all about everyone else(:
- Jazmine x3
~Old~ 5/7/11 ~Old~
*Thinking out loud it seems*
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