Long-distance relationships

Long-distance relationships kill. They are the most horrible form of a relationship possible. At least from the forms i have experienced, and i admit not many. But this is my philosophy. They kill, in brutal, violent ways. Killing you from the inside and at first, you dont even realize it because your so happy. Then, it gets farther along and you realize these little every-other-weekend visits aren't cutting it. later, work gets in the way. No more scheduled meetings. The times your suppose to be meeting begins to fluctuate, bringing more anguish and discomfort. You never noticed but you begin to act different slightly. Friends comment always saying "Are you okay? Somethings just different about you." Hell, you completely ignore it. Until, something happens and you realize something really has altered about you. Whether it be your attitude, or just you in general. Your friends, they just know. The light missing from the sun. It's just not there. The weather man mentioned cloudy skies not an eclipse. Now, understand this doesn't happen to everyone. But eventually, the calls stop coming and you try so hard to find out if something is wrong, you start thinking up ridiculous ideals. "He/She's been hurt." Stuff like that. You get antsy. But after a long period of time of happiness then some horrible feeling, you realize you can hurt one another like this. No matter how much you love each other. You try to weigh out you options and theres no better solution but to break up. Lets be happy, not like this. We can find someone else to make us happy. We can still talk, be friends its for the better. Back to my point, long-distance relationships kill emotionally and mentally. Never thought it could hurt me but it did. After a while i remembered my heart began to hurt. The weirdest thing ever, my heart was breaking. A couple of days ago, all that hurt stopped when me and my boyfriend broke up. Of course i cried like most girls, but after a while i got a hold of reality and felt better. You should be happy not sad. After all, there are more people out there and just you him i will be happy, we will be friends and i will find someone else that makes me feel the way i once did with him.