I'm starting to realize that i have been suffering from depression for a really long time now. I dont know why, well i kind of do but I dont know how to handle it or what to do. I think it also has something to do with where i live. So i think its time for me to go. I need to move there is just to much stuff here, to much memories, and it hurts. So many people here have problems uncontrollable feelings and i have to deal with them because I am the one when your feeling sad I feel it to, You being depressed makes me twice as depressed. I would never blame The way i feel on anyone else. But now is the time. Everyone is out of control, Its like waves of emotions coming at me, and i am the one who shows them and feels them as if they were my own. There not. I may be depressed but it would be so much easier to get over this stuff somewhere else. So I'm going to live with my dad. That's a Risky thing to do but im sure that this will better me. I'm sorry to all the people that I am leaving behind. I'm sorry. I just cant stay here anymore. I'm sorry that when you get upset or your depressed or angry you cant talk to me. I'm sorry that i wont be there to help you get over it faster. But for once in my life i think im going to have to think of myself, I'm tired of hurting. Its time for me to runaway. Think of it like im sick and im absent from school, when i come back i will be better, stronger, better, and wiser than i was before. It's time.
-Jazmine <3
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